Don't you hate it when you tell someone a joke or show them something funny, and after they finish listening to you or watching what you showed them, they smile and say "Thats funny". It's like "NO! You're supposed to laugh! You should be on the floor right now! Laughing!! You shouldn't even be able to say that's funny because you should be laughing so hard!" And you can always tell by their smile. It's either the open mouth smile with their teeth showing. That one means "Yaaa.. that was...funny..." Or the closed mouth grin like"I'm just smiling to be nice. That was the stupidest thing I've ever seen/heard". That just makes me mad! Or when they say "I don't get it?" Then you have to explain the whole joke to them and somewhere along the way it just loses its funniness and you forget why you're even going through all of this explaining because when they probably still wont even get it or they'll say "Oh, thats funny".

Snap!

Isn't weird, the way I start my posts? I always start by saying "Okay, so!" So this time I'm gonna start it differently. Alright, well! Lately I have been struggling with my shyness. I mean I hate how someone will start having a conversation with me and I have nothing funny or clever or good to say that would make me seem like I'm not a little boring wallflower. I don't like being soo shy all the time! I am NOT a shy person! Sometimes I just struggle to find things to talk about! I'm generally nice and fun but unless I hangout with you everyday then I'm not even myslef. I'll be nice and all that but I just CANNOT find anything good to say that I would with my bestfriend or sister or whoever. People always say "Oh why don't you talk in class and stuff you're so looud outside of school" and honestly, I have no clue. It's like the second I walk in the door I have nothing to say. Yet, outside of school or class I'm really outgoing and loud. I don't understand it. I wish I could just be outgoing and talk all the time and always have something awesome to say. For some reason it's really easy for me to just spill my mind onto the keys and type it all out. When I'm alone I don't act like a shy person. When I'm with my friends they would never guess that I'm shy or rarely have anything to say in a group of strangers. I'm just not the kind of person who strives in groups of people because I seem to get smushed down and I'm not loud enough to be like "HEY EVERYBODY!" I don't really know where I'm going with this but I don't think it's really going anywhere...really. Anyways, I'm trying to keep up on my blog so don't forget about me! I'll try to blog atleast once a day! I can't make promises but keep reading!

Update!

Hey everyone I haven't been on in forever so I haven't had time to sit down and blog! Okay, so I was thinking about something the other day when some kid in my health class ripped one. Is that farts don't even really gross me out. I mean sure the smell can be pretty nasty but how is that so different from coughing or sneezing in the middle of a room full of people?! I think that the reason that farts gross people out so much is because it reminds them that people have butts! Okay it's not so convincing yet but you'll catch on. So a cough doesn't come out of your butt, but no one gets grossed out when you cough. Unless you don't cover your mouth or you can hear all the mucus losening up in your throat...but we don't really need to talk about that right now. Anyways! I think that people just get disgusted at the fact that everyone has a butt! And it doesn't gross you out when you see someone, you're not thinking eww they have a butt. But when you hear something come popping out it's just like oh yeah! EWW! It's not like farting is THAT bad but the whole idea of it is just so weird! Well, that all just popped up into my head in 2 seconds so it may not sound as good as it did when I was thinking it but you hopefully get the picture! :)

My many looks

Good Times.

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I drew this onlineee:)

Uh oh. Someone discovered the scanner on their printerr...

Here are SOME of my many drawings:)

No this is not Lady GaGa. It was supposed to be a night elf.

My bakery!

Ok so a while ago I went to the mall and I was in the food court and there was a new business up and running and it was a cupcake place. If you know me, you know that I wanted to name my bakery "Baby Cakes". Sadly that was the bakery in the mall's name. Now I'm thinking of names and I need ideas! I've also started drawing what my bakery is gonna look like :) Here it is:

Like I said, I STARTED drawing it. It's obviously not complete yet!

This is what it is so far. :D

Song

I love this song so so so much!
Girl in the fire - pendulum.
You might as well listen to it!
:D

:P

Hi I'm back! I feel like I havent blogged in forever! It's winter break and I feel so relieved. Like that feeling when you go under the water in a 9 foot deep pool, touch the bottom and try to swim up. And the surface just seems like it's getting farther and farther away and your thinking "Okay it would be nice to breath now. Come on! Lets go!" And you feel the air on your hand and finally you get a break! Thats about how I feel. The only bad thing is that in two weeks I'm gonna get pushed under the water again! Anywho, right now my brain feels like fall. Fall as in the season. *(In case you were wondering) I feel like my "adolescence leaves" are changing color and falling off the trees for spring, and flowers are preparing to bloom. My mind is swirling with imagination, and passion. I think it would be the best thing if you could give your brain a big shower. Your poor brain never stops working. Even when you're sleeping, you have to dream to cope with your problems and stresses that happen throughout the day because your brain can barely do it when you're awake. I wish that I could wash out everything that troubles me! I'm happy right now, feelin' good! (and healthy... for now)
For some reason, I feel like analyzing everything if you couldn't tell...
Well there's my big update!
New blogs coming soon!:D

Furniture

I love furniture, I can't wait until I get my own house and start decorating it and finding my style. I don't even know what my style is! I haven't ever thought of what color I want my house to be or what style or anything. I don't even know where I would start, but I do have some things that I like...

Just kidding. I would be really freaked out if someone had this in their house.

This sink is so cool, it may be cheesy but I think it's awesome, even though it would be almost impossible to feed the fish. But hey, a sink full of dead fish is just as good, right?

This bed is hideous I'm not gonna lie, but it has a tv in it and speakers on the top of the little curvey part of it. And color LIGHTS:)

This sink is beautiful! I love the shape and it's so simple.

Okay, this bed isnt the cutest, but it's a full surround sound bed with a hookup to an MP3 player, so you could hook your Ipod into it and listen!

It's a bathtub!

This is just awesome!

Just Kidding...

This would be the eastiest way tot keep a plant alive! ...Unless you never wash your hands, then you're gonna have two problems.

Hello! It's a lightup bathtub!:)

This is really weird, how is it even possible to swim in a couch? Just asking...

Okay, so basically I'm gonna have the weirdest house ever. But I'm sure I'll change my mind in 4 years... We can only hope.